a sort of homecoming

I guess I'm back to where I was six months ago. And it's okay. It is a worn and all-too-familiar path I've been walking down for years. Taking small detours and loops every now and then, but always coming back to the beaten path. This time, however, I smile. I smile, for I knew at the beginning how it would end. There was never much hope, just a fool's hope.

reaching

maybe if I aim high enough, the fall will kill me and the pain will be gone

Thinking About You - Radiohead

"Thinking About You"

Been thinking about you, your record's a hit
Your eyes are on my wall, your teeth are over there
But I'm still no-one, and you're not a star
What do you care?

Been thinking about you, and there's no rest
Shit, I still love you, still see you in bed
But I'm playing with myself, and what do you care
When the other men are far, far better

All the things you got
All the things you need
Who bought you cigarettes and bribed the company
To come and see you, honey

I've been thinking about you, so how can you sleep
These people aren't your friends, they're paid to kiss your feet
But they don't know what I know, and why should you care
When I'm not there

Been thinking about you, and there's no rest
Shit, I still love you, still see you in bed
But I'm playing with myself, what do you care
When I'm not there

All the things you got, you'll never need
All the things you've got, I bled and I bleed to please you

Been thinking about you...

tiny birds

Don't be sad when it's time to say goodnight
I'll be there to make sure that you sleep tight
I'm your friend when you need a friend
Until there's nothing left in the world to make you cry

ylt

today is the day

another day, come and gone
don't think i can ever sing that song
little secrets we bring along
i'm taking my time, trailing behind, i thought of you
today is the day i think of you

ylt

journey

the hero's journey...

...is a lonesome journey.

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